The BF question..

Everyone has been asking me... how come is my BF so old? His looks qualifies him to be my elder brother, and he looks like a married man. Why do I pick him when there's like many others who would want to be with me? What do I see in him that I dun c in other guys?

Ahhh... such common questions that I come across each and every time.

So.... how was I attracted to him then? Simple. He was physically attractive when I 1st met him about a year ago at Peninsula. And he had that bold yet shy exterior that makes me smile everytime he looks at me. The fact that he could bring me to ecstacy without even touching me, was something that I've not experienced before.

Now.. what about the looks? Well, let me tell you a SECRET. Heh. I like guys who look matured. I look much younger than my age. So, that deep contrast between me and him is what makes the attraction lingers on...

About the elder brother thingy... in reality, yes, he IS my elder brother... but he's my long distance cousin from my father's mother's side. Surprised? Well, I was at first, cuz I've never met him during my Hari Raya rounds before... I've never even visited his parents or went to his house before. And yet after the shocking news subsided, I still stay on with him although my parents (esp my Dad) disapprove of my relationship with him just becuz we're cuzens.

So... aside from the physical attraction, what else makes me stay on with him?

1) He's like an elder brother-cum-bf-cum-bestfren, so whenever I have any problems, he would try to solve it by advising me. Although sometimes his advises hits me quite harshly, but whatever he says often points to reality.

2) He doesn't prevent me from going anywhere I like (aside from Clubs and Joints). And with whomever (with girls of course) I want to. If I have already made plans with my GFs on that day that he's free, he wouldn't force me to dump my GFs and go out with him. Yes, he's protective of me, but not to an extent where we would fight and quarrel like there's no tomorrow.

3) He's a very affectionate person. And he's like me.. we don't really like to show our affection to each other in public. We prefer to do it in private. Heh. :p


Well... not all things about him is positive eyyy?...
He's a very hot-tempered person. He gets angry easily at minor stuffs, but the good thing is that after I've calmed him down, he would cool down very quickly. So as fast as his temper rises, he cools down as fast.

Aside from that, we seldom get to spend time with each other due to our own busy schedules. I'm still studying in Uni, in my 3rd yr now. And he's working as an Operation Exec @ Ban Hock Hin, a motor leasing company. If there's time, we would meet but our meetings would not always be planned. If he's free, he would call me up and vice versa. But... that suits me fine cuz I wouldn't want my BF sticking up my ASS each and every day.

He's so OLD... aren't you worried that he might want to get married earlier?
Well... the question of marriage has not played in our minds yet. BUT, if we were still be together and IF and only IF we're fated to be together, marriage will come, Insyallah. So at the moment, we're very happy to have things the way it is.

Stay tuned for further updates.... Muaks. :x