Is he confused?

Juz hanged up the phone wif BF.
I think the situation wif my parents is somehow getting into his head, but he's not admitting it.
I can feel it.
Girls feels these things coming. Its a thing called vibe.
And when the vibe's not good, we all get tensioned up and suspects negative things would happen before it even happens. And I certainly can feel my vibe blinking loud and clear up in my head. I dun feel good.
He's not confident about us. Me being Paranoid? Mebe. How can one not feel paranoid being in my situation? My parents does not allow us to be together. If I was in my BF's position, I sure would feel less confident to be in the relationship any longer.
Sure, there's hope that the situation will change in the future.
But hopes doesn't always get fulfilled.
And I think he's waiting for the right time to back off.
Or mebe, waiting for me to let him go.
I'm not sure... seriously. But the vibe's still not good.
He can keep denying all he wants.
He can say many I love yous to me.
But I'll still stand true to my vibe...
And be prepared for anything that might happen unexpectedly in the future.
But... the truth is, I'm still not prepared to let him go..
In case I need to.
And if I do, it's not cuz I listened to my parents advice...
It's because I sacrificed my own happiness to make them happy.