Some people have been doubting my commitment towards BF. Commitment? What's the true meaning of that word in this world? For me, I don't believe in commitments (BF-ship wise). It just makes life a whole lot complicated and complex. It makes us GFs emotional and whiny when BF doesn't wana tok to us when he's abit bz. It makes us call him all the time to check out his current doings. It makes us insecure and invincible to think that he'll look at other girls when he's standing right next to us. It makes us tear, cry and throw tantrums when he refuses to meet us often. Then we suspect a whole lot of crazy ideas about him when all the time, he's actually at work. And u noe why we suspect stoopid things? Cuz we expect him to be committed and have eyes for us and ONLY us. If he expects us to be committed only to him and if he even looks away at another girl, we consider it as unfair. After that argue and quarrel sampai nak stengah mampos about this stoopid commitment/kesetiaan thingy. At the end of the day, it makes u wonder. Can I remain as a really, truly die-hard-fan of commitments? And by this, it means.... no going out with other guys (even friends or close friends of childhood frens whatsoever) except your BF, no msging other guys except ur BF, no looking or admiring other guys except ur BF, no scandals, no going out with ur girlfriends unless BF approves of it. For me.... merepek uh nie sume. Puas hati suro BF masokkan kite dlm fridge pastu lock, buang kunci dlm laut.
BF once said to me,"Saye takyah bilang awak pon awak tau yg saya sentiasa menyayangi awak." It's true. With him, I dun feel insecure. I don't need to constantly call him up to check up his whereabouts cuz I know he'll either be working his ass off, at home lepak watch DVDs, sleep or at kedai kopi lepak-ing with his frens. It's the same vice versa. He noes that I love him. Kesetiaan nie sume takyah nak dipertikaikan slalu. It comes from within your heart. Even though I got many guy friends, and I go out with them, it doesn't mean that I'm putting my BF aside. BF knows how I talk to guy frens cuz he's seen the way I talk to his guy frens, which surprisingly, he lets me sit down and talk with them all even though he's not there. So I dun think this guy fren issue is a big problem. But, I admit, he does gets jealous when I mentioned a certain somebody's name.. which I shall not disclose of. Hehe... jealous tandanye syg, betol tak?
Actually right, I'm out of the topic oready... tok about commitment... but dah melalut sampai topic lain plak.
Aniwaes, the actual thing I wanna highlight today is about relationships lah. Ntah knape tiba2 topic jiwang plak yg aku nak blog about.
The thing is that I observe that some people.. or let's say girls... very the kesian lah. No freedom to go out without BF's permission lah, no freedom to talk to whoever they want, senang ckp no freedom to socialize. I mean... nie sume mcm zaman aku 16 tahun nye time... budak2nye fikiran... terlalu ghairah sgt nak matair, bile matair step i love u u love me, pastu bile pompuan atau laki salah sikit je nak mintak break. Merepek kan. Kalao dah takde freedom sume... nak step setia or committed ke whatever shitz lah kan... I love u u love me... kalao u tak kasi I main, kite break. The relationship has no meaning already sey. Atao lagy best... "Sape budak laki yg admire u nie? Dah tau u lawa, sexy sume... abih nak sibok2 kacau u. Ape nama die? I nak cari die ngan budak2 I kite rembat die, kasi mampos." Mak kao... nie lagy sudah terang uh mcm MatRep nye pikiran. Step nak rembat kaperrrr? Polis dtg jer sume cabottzzz.... Hahaha...
Actualli i tok so much lah. Alot of things on my mind.
To be contiNUDE.....
BF once said to me,"Saye takyah bilang awak pon awak tau yg saya sentiasa menyayangi awak." It's true. With him, I dun feel insecure. I don't need to constantly call him up to check up his whereabouts cuz I know he'll either be working his ass off, at home lepak watch DVDs, sleep or at kedai kopi lepak-ing with his frens. It's the same vice versa. He noes that I love him. Kesetiaan nie sume takyah nak dipertikaikan slalu. It comes from within your heart. Even though I got many guy friends, and I go out with them, it doesn't mean that I'm putting my BF aside. BF knows how I talk to guy frens cuz he's seen the way I talk to his guy frens, which surprisingly, he lets me sit down and talk with them all even though he's not there. So I dun think this guy fren issue is a big problem. But, I admit, he does gets jealous when I mentioned a certain somebody's name.. which I shall not disclose of. Hehe... jealous tandanye syg, betol tak?
Actually right, I'm out of the topic oready... tok about commitment... but dah melalut sampai topic lain plak.
Aniwaes, the actual thing I wanna highlight today is about relationships lah. Ntah knape tiba2 topic jiwang plak yg aku nak blog about.
The thing is that I observe that some people.. or let's say girls... very the kesian lah. No freedom to go out without BF's permission lah, no freedom to talk to whoever they want, senang ckp no freedom to socialize. I mean... nie sume mcm zaman aku 16 tahun nye time... budak2nye fikiran... terlalu ghairah sgt nak matair, bile matair step i love u u love me, pastu bile pompuan atau laki salah sikit je nak mintak break. Merepek kan. Kalao dah takde freedom sume... nak step setia or committed ke whatever shitz lah kan... I love u u love me... kalao u tak kasi I main, kite break. The relationship has no meaning already sey. Atao lagy best... "Sape budak laki yg admire u nie? Dah tau u lawa, sexy sume... abih nak sibok2 kacau u. Ape nama die? I nak cari die ngan budak2 I kite rembat die, kasi mampos." Mak kao... nie lagy sudah terang uh mcm MatRep nye pikiran. Step nak rembat kaperrrr? Polis dtg jer sume cabottzzz.... Hahaha...
Actualli i tok so much lah. Alot of things on my mind.
To be contiNUDE.....
1 comment:
well, it is not the gf that we dont trust, its the guys that the gf talk to that we dont trust...
certain guys do play punk, i know, coz it ever happen to me...
Dzal
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