Yes!! 2 More days & finally he'll be back! :) :)
I've missed him too much oready... Arrghhh rinddu bangettt gueee!!
Btw, today team Singapore got into the Finals... hope he didn't fall on his but while flipping...
Hehe... He always remind me of someone very2 dear to me...
That someone that I can NO longer have... That someone I've given my heart & soul to... (But of course my heart & soul has been restored now. Hehe :p )
U noe wad... apart from all the happiness that I feel right now, I noe that one day I'l feel deeply hurt by my own actions. I know both of them will be hurt, especially BF. I noe he'll be dissapointed in me. He has high hopes for our future, but I always doubt that he'll be able to support my future financially or mentally. He wants US to get MARRIED 2 or 3 yrs after I graduate, which is in maybe... 4 yrs time? Me getting married at 26 yrs old eh. Haha... klakar kaper? But 26 is a nice digit ley... its my class index no. during Sec 4 days.
Aniwaes... sometimes eh I feel like me n BF mcm tak serasi gitu ah. Cara pemikiran kite pon lain. I dun realli get along well wif him. But wif the other guy... haha... jgn ckp ah... dah mcm belangkas... takley berpisah skejap pon mesti tercari2... and we can tok about aniting under the sun and stil joke about it. Thats wat I like ah about him. BF's got many good points also. He's a career person, which is good ah. But, soal hati dan perasaan.... die tak Champion.
Haiz... U noe Im really having a very hard time here. When u go out wif other guys then u noe wats realli missing in ur current relationship. For me...its the chemistry, companionship and closeness. The 3 Cs ah kirekan... Nak lepaskan mcm syg... Dah almost one and a half yrs we're together. Furthermore, he realli wants us to get married. Mcm serba salah pulak aku. Nak lepaskan... takot nanti die accuse kite main2kan perasaan die plak. Nie part ade sikit susah ah.
U noe... belom sempat masalah nie selesai... another one more guy came into the picture. Hairul, my ex and also my good friend. We had something going on 5 yrs ago when i was in JC 1ST yr and only 17 yrs old. Our friendship was somewhat like on and off kind. Die suke ilang2 mcm chipsmore. If he knows I'm attached, he'll run away from my life. But then wen Im single, he'll pop back again into my life to try to woo me back again. And yesterday, he confessed his never-ending love for me.... He wants to take care of me. If not, once he passed his TP next wk, he's gonna go dirt riding on his new KTM2 to Malaysia. Giler ah nie budak. Kasi ultimatums plak. Haiz......
My life.... is always full of surprises.
Let's see what's in store for tomoro k? Ryte now... I wanna drown in Didicazli's Dambaan Cinta...
I've missed him too much oready... Arrghhh rinddu bangettt gueee!!
Btw, today team Singapore got into the Finals... hope he didn't fall on his but while flipping...
Hehe... He always remind me of someone very2 dear to me...
That someone that I can NO longer have... That someone I've given my heart & soul to... (But of course my heart & soul has been restored now. Hehe :p )
U noe wad... apart from all the happiness that I feel right now, I noe that one day I'l feel deeply hurt by my own actions. I know both of them will be hurt, especially BF. I noe he'll be dissapointed in me. He has high hopes for our future, but I always doubt that he'll be able to support my future financially or mentally. He wants US to get MARRIED 2 or 3 yrs after I graduate, which is in maybe... 4 yrs time? Me getting married at 26 yrs old eh. Haha... klakar kaper? But 26 is a nice digit ley... its my class index no. during Sec 4 days.
Aniwaes... sometimes eh I feel like me n BF mcm tak serasi gitu ah. Cara pemikiran kite pon lain. I dun realli get along well wif him. But wif the other guy... haha... jgn ckp ah... dah mcm belangkas... takley berpisah skejap pon mesti tercari2... and we can tok about aniting under the sun and stil joke about it. Thats wat I like ah about him. BF's got many good points also. He's a career person, which is good ah. But, soal hati dan perasaan.... die tak Champion.
Haiz... U noe Im really having a very hard time here. When u go out wif other guys then u noe wats realli missing in ur current relationship. For me...its the chemistry, companionship and closeness. The 3 Cs ah kirekan... Nak lepaskan mcm syg... Dah almost one and a half yrs we're together. Furthermore, he realli wants us to get married. Mcm serba salah pulak aku. Nak lepaskan... takot nanti die accuse kite main2kan perasaan die plak. Nie part ade sikit susah ah.
U noe... belom sempat masalah nie selesai... another one more guy came into the picture. Hairul, my ex and also my good friend. We had something going on 5 yrs ago when i was in JC 1ST yr and only 17 yrs old. Our friendship was somewhat like on and off kind. Die suke ilang2 mcm chipsmore. If he knows I'm attached, he'll run away from my life. But then wen Im single, he'll pop back again into my life to try to woo me back again. And yesterday, he confessed his never-ending love for me.... He wants to take care of me. If not, once he passed his TP next wk, he's gonna go dirt riding on his new KTM2 to Malaysia. Giler ah nie budak. Kasi ultimatums plak. Haiz......
My life.... is always full of surprises.
Let's see what's in store for tomoro k? Ryte now... I wanna drown in Didicazli's Dambaan Cinta...
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