A week has passed since the day we went our separate ways but the memories we made still lingers on around my mind every single day. I know that it's hard for you to accept the fact that we're no longer together. I'm so sorry for hurting you this way... but I truly believe that one day you'll realize what I did was right. I can't love you anymore... I can't even bring myself to think how we'd look like in the future if we were still together. Awak... I cherish the times that we've spent together, but for me.... all those times that we've spent trying to get to know each other have made me realize even more that we're incompatible being together. Everything that characterizes you lies on a higher plane of maturity compared to mine. I'm young, reckless and still very much in love and haunted by memories of my past with my 1st love who's happily leading a married life with 2 kids. I want to experience those moments again. Those childish antics, unexpected giggles and those shy but loving glances that could only be interpreted by 2 people very much in love with each other. If only you were him, you would understand how I feel....

Awak... I didn't meant for us to end this way. For as long as I've been with you, I never meant for us to break up because of a third party. However, I can't deny the fact that there IS someone else. He's there for me whenever I needed someone for company. He did things for me unexpectedly. I didn't want to fall for him.... but I did. Slowly, I became much closer to him than I was with you. And then I realize.... it's true that when you're with someone else other than your own BF, is when you'll realize what you're missing out.

I know you'll always love me.... that you want me back....

But Awak... I'm so sorry for hurting you....

I'm in a dilemma...